Tuesday, September 19, 2017


(have been for a while but finally got around to this, sowwy)


I had a fun vacation week. I didn't really get to swim much because the pool's temperature was equal to Antarctica. I got to read by the pool a lot though, wrapped up in a big hoodie and a fire. (obviously i was not wrapped in the fire)

My aunts took me to a sip and paint, which is drinking while you paint. We just brought water and pop, though. It was fun! This is my painting

Then the next day, we went bowling! I am a natural bowler. *pats self on back* It was actually my first time bowling. Then we decided to go to lunch. So we get to restaurant and my aunt trips on the curb, breaking her elbow. 

So instead of lunch, we spent 4 hours at the hospital. Wheee 

Finally we got home and got Greek takeout for dinner. My aunt said she's never seen me eat so fast. I 
basically inhaled my gyro. So yeah, that day was fun. 

I actually got back a day early so my other two aunts could take my aunt home. I literally spent an hour on the computer, reading blog posts and commenting :)

I will definitely be posting more over these coming weeks, I have 3 tags to catch up on #procrastinationstation #choochoo


Saturday, September 2, 2017

End of August//Senior Year//I'M NOT READY FOR IT

So if you read the title, you know what's this is about.

(How is it September already??? Whaaaaaaa)

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So I started my senior year this fall. 

I didn't think this year would come this fast. 

I'm ok with it so far. I mean, it's hard to imagine that next year I will be finished with school and have to get a job. Unfortunately due to our financial situation, I will not be able to go to collage. I guess, I was pretty much set on going to collage and based my life plan around that. Now.. it feels like all my hopes and dreams are in pieces and I don't quite know how to pick them up. I'm praying God will send me a sign or something to help me figure out what to do.

Oh! I have an announcement!

I will be on hiatus from September 3 to September 10. I am going on a little vacation and I will not have access to Blogger. I will still have access to email though, so if you miss my company that much, ;) send me an email. I like emails. :D


Thursday, August 24, 2017

Tales From Drivers Ed///Days 2,3,4,5,6.

Hello everyone

I have a problem where I start something and then I never finish it. #Procrastination

But wow, this post was highly requested. So thank you guys for wanting to hear more!!!

Day 2

We practiced maneuverability. I found out I am not as bad as I thought I was going to be. I only clipped the edge of one of the cones. *thumbs up to me* 

The rest of the time, we were cooped up inside watching kind of boring videos. 

Day 3

Day 3 was depressing video day. Yay me. The instructor showed us all these videos of parents of teens who were killed either by drinking or texting and driving. There was this one of this teen got distracted by her cell phone and she hit and killed a little boy. I almost cried. After it was over, I had to go into the bathroom to calm down. 

Day 4

Day 4! Watching more boring videos!!!!! Funny Guy also drove our instructor up a wall. He likes wolf-howling while people are trying to talk!!!!! It was annoying. I was very close to strangling him!

Day 5

We had a new kid join the class. He was making up the days he missed from another class. He chose the seat right next to me. *whyyyyyyy* Troopers came and talked to us also. They were really funny. It was a younger cop and an older cop. The older one was the younger one's superior. So they were bantering back and forth. I was in stiches. XD

Day 6

We had another new kid today. It just happened to be Funny Guy's best friend. Our instructor was ecstatic (not) We ordered pizza and our instructor brought ice cream. It was really fun. There was also more video watching in between the all the sugar. :D 

That concludes drivers ed!!!!!!! Thank you guys for being so enthusiastic about it!


Wednesday, August 23, 2017


Hey guys!

So there are a lot of songs about 16 and 18 and 15. There's a 21 and a 22.

But there aren't any about 17, so I decided to fix that.


Honestly I wish we could never grow up
I wish we could just stay young
Avoid all the responsibilities 
of being eighteen 

I wish we could stay 
seventeen forever
I wish life didn't have to be so hard
Why can't we, stay seventeen

Happily ever afters don't exist in real life
Peter Pan isn't coming for you tonight
Tinkerbell is just a firefly in the night sky
Believing gets harder each year


I hate having to grow up so fast
Why do I have to leave my childhood behind?



Tuesday, August 8, 2017

Tales From Drivers Ed///Day 1

Hi guys!

Yesterday, I started my drivers ed class. I have it this whole week so I thought I would share my experience with you!

So as my mom was driving me there, we passed this teenage boy walking. He was carrying running shoes.

Mom: He's carrying shoes, he must run track or something. *looks at me* He was cute.

Me: Moooooooom!!!

I don't really know what she wanted me to say. Yes Mom, I thought he was cute, turn the car around so I can get his number.

There is 7 of us in total. 5 boys and 2 girls. Our instructor is pretty cool. She let's us ask all these questions and make jokes . It's a very fun class.

A letter to each of my classmates

Dear "country bumpkin" you sir, may deny that you are a country boy, but let me tell you that you are the countriest bumpkin I have ever met.

Dear "jujitsu kid" you should really show us some of your cool moves. What you do is pretty cool.

Dear "M" you are the other girl in the class. I advise that we band together to combat the boys!

Dear "Falcon" why are you so freaking tall!!! I feel like a midget next to you.

Dear "Funny Guy" most of what you say is actually not funny but sometimes you say stuff that is funny. Also if you keep whistling while we are trying to take a test, I will go back there and wring your neck!!

Dear "Quiet One" you are the other quiet one in the class besides me. You draw phenomenally and you should keep up the good work.

One funny thing that happened is when our instructor took us outside to look at the cars. There was this big truck that had recently hauled some manure so it really stunk. "Funny Guy" decided to sit down on the bumper of the truck.

Instructor: No! You shouldn't sit on that there is manure on that!

Funny Guy: There isn't any manure on here.

Me: Not anymore, it's all on your shorts.

He spent two minutes turning around like a dog chasing it's tail.

The rest of the time, we spent watching videos and the instructor let us talk the rest of the time to break the ice.

I have another class tonight, so I will tell you all about it tomorrow!


Thursday, August 3, 2017

Camp NaNoWriMo July 2017

Hello everyone!

I won Camp NaNoWriMo!!!! Sort of......

I wrote 2,000 words this month. Which doesn't sound like a lot but for me it was an accomplishment.

And guess what? To celebrate, y'all are going to get to read some snippets.

I quicken my pace, then SLAM! I knock into something and fall on the ground. "Oh, I'm sorry!" I hear, "Let me help you up." Looking up, I behold the most gorgeous boy I have ever seen staring down at me.

"So the new guy," she said, "what was that I interrupted?" She gasped. "Were you having a moment?"

I groaned and glanced at her. "No, we were not having a moment. We just met and he thought he gave me a concussion." "That is the farthest from a moment ever!"

I opened the door to the music room and walked to the piano. Ah, finally I get to practice! I play a few bars to warm up and get my feeling back for the keys. I launch into the Moonlight Sonata. It echoes throughout the room and I feel at peace.

There you go!!

Things I learned this month:

Telling yourself to write each night is hard!!!!! I used to write when I felt like it, but writing every night is very difficult.

I never realized how fun making a Pinterest board to inspire you is.

Movie soundtracks are the best thing to listen to while you write.

Never mess with Gray and other Lord of the Rings fangirls. They will come after you with battle axes and bows!

Hope you enjoy the snippets!


Wednesday, July 12, 2017


*waves sheepishly*

I have not posted a song since......March. oooooooh das bad. My inspiration just was not co-operating.

Inspiration: Oh you want to write a song? Lol, that's funny.

Me: *aggressively slams head into desk*

I finally wrote something!

The story behind it is I'm trying to get over someone. That I never even dated. Pathetic, I know.
I realize that maybe a bunch of other girls he and I know probably have a crush on him also. And they've known him longer and I know now that I don't have a chance. So I'm just going to get over him now and save myself the heartache.


Verse 1.
I never leave my comfort zone
I couldn't talk to strangers even if I tried
You're always in the spotlight
I stay in the background

Why can't I talk to you
Why can't I tell you how I feel.
Why don't you notice me
Why must I love you from afar?

Verse 2
I see you standing with your friends
smiling that smile that makes me want you
But all the other girls are talking to you
and I don't stand a chance

Repeat Chorus

Why does your smile make me want you
Why are you so far away
Why don't you notice me
and why, do I have to watch you fall for her

Repeat Chorus



(have been for a while but finally got around to this, sowwy)                        YOU DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I'VE WAITE...